Mornings are usually the good part of the day for me. I've always been a morning person. Fresh new start, lots of things to look forward to. This morning was different because so many "what if's" filled my mind.
What if I had prayed more
What if I was more preceptive
What if I was more receptive to the Holy Ghost
What if I was more outspoken and talked more about what I noticed
What if I listened to that podcast Jeremy sent the day I decided things wouldn't work
I think I'll battle these "what if's" for a very long time, praying each day for them to dissapear or be answered. For now I have to have faith that things could have been different BUT they aren't. This is where I am and this is where I have to start from.
My Mom didn't know I was having this kind of morning because she's at work, but she sent me an email with a link to a TED talk. And it's lifted my spirits. I think we can all relate to the message.
http://www.dailygood.org/more.php?n=4456
I hope it lifts yours too!
"This is where I have to start from" . . . a little inspiration for all of, eh?
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